Form Four =]

I never thought that Form Four's life will be that busy..
Band is just a band
Now I truly understands that I should pay more attention on my studies and band is just an activity


Now I'm a winds leader x3
I hope that I can do my best to make it stronger and better
I'm not a good example and I'm not a good leader
I know that I can't do it
I can't manage to take care the whole thing
But anyway, I will try my best



I'm so down recently
So many things to tell, but nobody to talk too. .

Graduation Day

After all these times actually
I don't know how important I am in this big family
I don't know if I'm needed
but I shall never leave
this is the only place that I can go
my only home

No matter how bad we quarrel,we're still sisters
No matter what happened, I will always come home
No matter how hurt I was, I will never show
Never again, not anymore in my life

Anyway, my stamina really dropped a lot..
Know it through my 2nd time solo
It's kinda sucks actually
Need to build it up before training camp starts or I'm dying
In fact, I must start planning for that training camp..
hmmmm. . .
Long time no formation, my legs are itchy now
So, long live the outdoors!! :D


Anyway, had great time with saxophonist =]
Another history of my life in here~
A solo that sucks during graduation day. haha


Actually I'm kind of confussed of what I want here
So that's all I wanna say
I hope I really can step out of my very own dark world
I'm not the same anymore, you realize?
from the moment you yelled at me I know how hurt it was and how different I am now
but I'm not going back
and trust me I don't know what to do. .

"You must play well you know,you're the only one that is future section leader,nobody else can be that already"



You know, I know it passed long time ago..
But I still miss these words
I wanted to be section leader
Always...
:(

:)

I was chosen...
Yeah, I can't believe it either
I thought I'll never be. Because honestly I sucks.

Anyway,
I wasn't the first choice
I know why I was chosen after that
Because she is achieving her promise to me =)
But still...
I wasn't the first choice
It doesn't matter now
Because the most important to me now is my own section :)
and my chances are small right.

But I will still work hard
anything that band gives to me
I will make it the best :D
Even though I'm not chosen
but I'll appreciate that I'm still at band, in my very own section x]
No matter what,
I will always remember the days I've been chosen
=]

Thanks for making my days special
much more special
even special than any other days
most special ever in my life =')

Anyway,

I went for demo!!!

And I solo that Reflection part :'DD

I don't know how was my solo

Nobody told me =.=

So are you willing to tell me yet??

lol

If not how will I improve?

 

Goodbye to Thailand guys =(

The Thailand guys left the school already =(
Sure I'll miss them so badly...

Anyway, I really learnt many things from them =)
I hope we can win next year~
And believe me, we will =DD
Can't wait til next year to see Thailand guys again x)

These days was so funny..
Funny until scolded =.=
Anyway, they said must dicipline.. and now they say we don't have respond
They say cannot too fierce, must smile
Laugh also same whatt >.<
And you know what, my friend came to Tenor Saxophone~
Sigh, long story from the begining to the end
The good thing is that it's settled.

Anyway, wish me luck~
I do hope to see myself improve and win a 1st prize and ah kwang kwang see muahaha
I wanna take photo with him lar =(
Can't stop jealousing her niah =.=
I hope I can control my mind and myself.
Pray for me, I need to control myself.
Once I burst, I don't know what is going to happen =.=
Anyway,
Remember to buy champagne and celebrate together x)
My 6th sense never tell the wrong thing
though now it's too early, but I can feel victory :D
As long as our relationship remains this good~
and cooperation~ :D

Training Camp Started :D

Finally training camp started.. x)
Band practice is good.
Because only during band practice, our friendship are closer. and I won't feel alone.
Finally we can talk again in the car and share stories..

This year's training camp a little bit different
The feeling is not same as last year's
My name didn't shouted or called this year.. that's a very good news
But they changed the way of training camp
means, no more shouting or scolding people
that's so unfair >.<
they're so lucky but they didn't seem to appreciate
Lol. but how did you all bear that kind of anger?? ==
Everytime during training camp
I'm stressed but happy to be stressed but when I see anyone made any mistake , very pek cek =x
Not just me, my friends also
you know, you feel like giving them a punch *bush*
exspecially those who you need to kan qi with them and they stand wrong place =O
They're lucky to have easy songs and easy drills
another half year, competition arrive already =x
Not enough time ler
tomorrow, Thailand guys are coming =x
another 2 years, im going to leave school =(


Okay okay I'm just joking
xpp
Just so excited for tomorrow
and the money thinggy really headache
what if later they don't want teach us?? =(
I never thought that I can earn money haha
but the money belongs to band.
Sorry guys, not enough money only need to do this kinda things
and I'm waiting for a prey to drop her stand and RM2!!!!
xpp
the score thinggy we earned bout RM100 ++
The drills thinggy we earned bout RM 50 ++
don't worry
this kinda thing long long time only happen once
abo some of you beh syok
money niah mah
you know band needs RM9000 and RM250 000
Money so important meh
Got important than band meh
got important than me meh??
if you say yes then you leave, don't be my friend anymore==

Anyway, training camp is awesome
and I'm starting to read books
starting to piah~
I've got a plan.
I always have a plan
I wish I can gao dim everything by December. I mean band.
then start from january, I won't give too much time in band already
but I wont absent ofcourse
and I will pay full attention during band practice
but when I went home or went back to class, no more band
But I know I will only do half as I planned ><
How can you expect me to really forget bout band during class.
I don't wish to get 8A's
I must get those A's
1 A missed, no more band for the rest of my life
that's why I need to start reading books T^T

My marching is bad
balancing and the beat even worse than f1 eh
because she is ballet student
haih~ failure.
but during this year I can make it.. need time niah mah
Tomorrow I also can make it
My play songs eh skills also sucks
that one not just practice toh can dy..
need time to discover lipping >.<
want round eh sound somemore want loud
there's only way to solve this problem
find more people to join band

anyway
training camp is awesome!!
no need stay in this house. every day stay back until 5pm ka reach home. sleep til midnight wake up haha
skip dinner. eat double lunch
I don't how to explaine how awesome it was
but it's awesome!!
long time no people praise me dy
I didn't say now got people praise me
Got la.. myself  haha
at least before conductor ask us to memorise 5 songs, we already finish the 5 songs
But I still like last year's training camp more =x


read tiok very syok hor
paiseh nothing interesting
every day's life the same
Anyway, I black ki liao
Good news. means I never skip practice and I'm a band member
Everybody add oil
I also need to add oil.. failure~
indoor not good outdoor also not good.. haih~
I think this week got more things to say
thailand guy is coming =DD

We're going to rock you all up during that day
Who says cute people will only do cute things??
You're gonna have a shocky~ =D



Now my whole body hurts~
please come that day
surprise~~
Not telling what ^^