Graduation Day

After all these times actually
I don't know how important I am in this big family
I don't know if I'm needed
but I shall never leave
this is the only place that I can go
my only home

No matter how bad we quarrel,we're still sisters
No matter what happened, I will always come home
No matter how hurt I was, I will never show
Never again, not anymore in my life

Anyway, my stamina really dropped a lot..
Know it through my 2nd time solo
It's kinda sucks actually
Need to build it up before training camp starts or I'm dying
In fact, I must start planning for that training camp..
hmmmm. . .
Long time no formation, my legs are itchy now
So, long live the outdoors!! :D


Anyway, had great time with saxophonist =]
Another history of my life in here~
A solo that sucks during graduation day. haha


Actually I'm kind of confussed of what I want here
So that's all I wanna say
I hope I really can step out of my very own dark world
I'm not the same anymore, you realize?
from the moment you yelled at me I know how hurt it was and how different I am now
but I'm not going back
and trust me I don't know what to do. .