Goodbye to Thailand guys =(

The Thailand guys left the school already =(
Sure I'll miss them so badly...

Anyway, I really learnt many things from them =)
I hope we can win next year~
And believe me, we will =DD
Can't wait til next year to see Thailand guys again x)

These days was so funny..
Funny until scolded =.=
Anyway, they said must dicipline.. and now they say we don't have respond
They say cannot too fierce, must smile
Laugh also same whatt >.<
And you know what, my friend came to Tenor Saxophone~
Sigh, long story from the begining to the end
The good thing is that it's settled.

Anyway, wish me luck~
I do hope to see myself improve and win a 1st prize and ah kwang kwang see muahaha
I wanna take photo with him lar =(
Can't stop jealousing her niah =.=
I hope I can control my mind and myself.
Pray for me, I need to control myself.
Once I burst, I don't know what is going to happen =.=
Anyway,
Remember to buy champagne and celebrate together x)
My 6th sense never tell the wrong thing
though now it's too early, but I can feel victory :D
As long as our relationship remains this good~
and cooperation~ :D

Training Camp Started :D

Finally training camp started.. x)
Band practice is good.
Because only during band practice, our friendship are closer. and I won't feel alone.
Finally we can talk again in the car and share stories..

This year's training camp a little bit different
The feeling is not same as last year's
My name didn't shouted or called this year.. that's a very good news
But they changed the way of training camp
means, no more shouting or scolding people
that's so unfair >.<
they're so lucky but they didn't seem to appreciate
Lol. but how did you all bear that kind of anger?? ==
Everytime during training camp
I'm stressed but happy to be stressed but when I see anyone made any mistake , very pek cek =x
Not just me, my friends also
you know, you feel like giving them a punch *bush*
exspecially those who you need to kan qi with them and they stand wrong place =O
They're lucky to have easy songs and easy drills
another half year, competition arrive already =x
Not enough time ler
tomorrow, Thailand guys are coming =x
another 2 years, im going to leave school =(


Okay okay I'm just joking
xpp
Just so excited for tomorrow
and the money thinggy really headache
what if later they don't want teach us?? =(
I never thought that I can earn money haha
but the money belongs to band.
Sorry guys, not enough money only need to do this kinda things
and I'm waiting for a prey to drop her stand and RM2!!!!
xpp
the score thinggy we earned bout RM100 ++
The drills thinggy we earned bout RM 50 ++
don't worry
this kinda thing long long time only happen once
abo some of you beh syok
money niah mah
you know band needs RM9000 and RM250 000
Money so important meh
Got important than band meh
got important than me meh??
if you say yes then you leave, don't be my friend anymore==

Anyway, training camp is awesome
and I'm starting to read books
starting to piah~
I've got a plan.
I always have a plan
I wish I can gao dim everything by December. I mean band.
then start from january, I won't give too much time in band already
but I wont absent ofcourse
and I will pay full attention during band practice
but when I went home or went back to class, no more band
But I know I will only do half as I planned ><
How can you expect me to really forget bout band during class.
I don't wish to get 8A's
I must get those A's
1 A missed, no more band for the rest of my life
that's why I need to start reading books T^T

My marching is bad
balancing and the beat even worse than f1 eh
because she is ballet student
haih~ failure.
but during this year I can make it.. need time niah mah
Tomorrow I also can make it
My play songs eh skills also sucks
that one not just practice toh can dy..
need time to discover lipping >.<
want round eh sound somemore want loud
there's only way to solve this problem
find more people to join band

anyway
training camp is awesome!!
no need stay in this house. every day stay back until 5pm ka reach home. sleep til midnight wake up haha
skip dinner. eat double lunch
I don't how to explaine how awesome it was
but it's awesome!!
long time no people praise me dy
I didn't say now got people praise me
Got la.. myself  haha
at least before conductor ask us to memorise 5 songs, we already finish the 5 songs
But I still like last year's training camp more =x


read tiok very syok hor
paiseh nothing interesting
every day's life the same
Anyway, I black ki liao
Good news. means I never skip practice and I'm a band member
Everybody add oil
I also need to add oil.. failure~
indoor not good outdoor also not good.. haih~
I think this week got more things to say
thailand guy is coming =DD

We're going to rock you all up during that day
Who says cute people will only do cute things??
You're gonna have a shocky~ =D



Now my whole body hurts~
please come that day
surprise~~
Not telling what ^^

I can't find the feeling
I'm nervous.
And I can't fing that feeling
That's why I didn't made it today
I stop my breath because I know I sucks.

Solo

It's been long time people didn't really praised me =]
The first day I did everything wrong,
I set a target for myself
Just a simple thing, don't play everything in a wrong beat

BEAT is my biggest enemy~

I know people teach me bout beats until they can actually fed up ><


Now,
yesterday
though I still did something wrong,
but its better than the past days
Only one part I did wrong~
besides that,
whenever conductor said "alto sax lai"
I did it correctly!! muahaha!!

And somebody actually praised me x)
You don't know how was the feeling of "solo" the whole song
and how damn nervous I am!!

And you don't know how damn happy I am when I made it!!
I make my dreams and promises to myself come true =3

Thanks for the supporting =]

Words~ =]

You said that I'm messing with your head~


xDxD
Joking =)

You said that you wished when you come back,
Saxophone will be the strongest section ever =3
I can fulfill your dreams =)

You said and told us to be serious and don't play too much in band =.=
Expecially combine~
Ok, I try my best =)

You said you wished that you can see I become mature after you come back
Not just my looking and my face mature
erm..
Its quite hurting but I can surely tell you
I can't make it. . .

You said that it doesn't mean we're better than others. . .
*then I forgot what you said =.=
I think is
then you can become lazy or don't hardwork anymore
or
you think that you're good enough to judge people??

okay I forgotten
wait till I remembered I come and edit post kay :)

Anyway, I know you are talking bout me~
haha I'm better than others??
well, thanks ya =D
xDxD
Okay I know I might be imperfect to you, I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I''ll try my best to make myself perfect kay. . .

Do come back like what you promised
I sure will miss you and love you forever =3
You all are my best leader I ever seen =]


You will see the best saxophonist ever =D
I'll remember your words forever =]
I'll make the band mantain "Together As One" like now =)
See how close we're??
We're saxophonist go and sax you all er.. xp
We're form two and we wanna make you cry on your aniversary ;)


Anyway, thanks guys
You trained a wonderful junior like me
I'm perfect and good cuz of you =)
Don't praise me, praise yourself first
you are a wonderful senior =)
I'm proud of you. . .
And I'm always that happy when I'm with you

I will take your words and I won't give up in band.
I'll let you see what is
SAXOPHONIST ;)


I know. . .
That I'm a perfect junior in your eyes
maybe I'm not your dreamed junior and I can't reach your target or I'm a failure. .
But as I can see,
you all chose to believe me =)

*Only in playing songs and marching, not personal things
But I do hope you all believe in what I said. . .

We're together as one forever
We're the band forever
We're band mates forever
and
we love each other forever =]

We're always just that close =]

And forever will be =)
. . .

AGM Day~

Band is Awesome and forever will be =)

Please believe in me. . .
I didn't hate or dislike anybody in band anymore
You make me feel so sad when you actually don't believe me kay
My world was like suddenly turns into black~

I never bully anyone in my life.
Teacher,
stop trusting them
and start trusting me
I swear I never lied in band. . .

I really didn't dislike or hate anyone in band anymore
Stop taking old things and talk to me. .
Stop remembering my old mistakes
Its been a year and half year~
I joke with Ho Ying, don't you know?
I helped her to take stands and find scores, though I forget that she's my section sometimes==
But I didn't hate her
The most important is
I DIDN'T BULLY HER
please
I helped her to take stands
If I hate her Is hould be complaining that she bully me~
Aren't me correct??

Please believe me and stop using the old eyes and look at me
Stop remembering my mistakes
I swear
It really really hurt my hearts. . .

I felt so innocent
I really didn't do anything this time
I didn't hate anyone
Please believe me. . .


Believe me when I say
I LOVE BAND FOREVER =]

Finally started practice =]

I always thought that. . .
f4 band members dislike me =(

But,
on Saturday and Friday
I get a shock surprise =)

-Friday-
She called me out and said that they have something wanted to tell me
My heart was beating fast
I was nervous and scared
I thought it would be something bout my personality and something bad~
But...
its not =.=
hmm..something important but its not bout me x)

Oh My God. . .

-Saturday-
She came x)
I'm so excited
she teached me and I was like smiling >.<
forcing myself not to smile was like. . . ahaha xD
syok niah~~

After practice,
Dorothy played my violin with the songs that she wanna let me hear~
Yeah, I lost all my faces cuz I'm not as good as her
Everyone came and see how she play
I'm just standing a side and feel so embarrased
She 1st day join band
She know how to play bell
She knows everything and she is learning fast
Everyone just looked at her. . .
What else can I do?
I'm just smiling at a side and holding the scores. . .
I've no face to face them. . .
She is much more greater than me

I look exactly like that!! >.< with the scores covering me . . .

And I shocked when she asked
"xinyi, why you am chio?"
=)
It wasnt that bad after all
still have people looking at me which holding the score for Dorothy >.<

Thanks for the care =]
Thanks,
my lovely Band =]

I Will be there

No matter what happens
I will always by your side

No matter what happens
smile =]
cuz you still have somebody that cares for you

*as long as you are band member xp
kidding kidding lolx~
as long as I know who are you
doesn't mean that you are my enemy
I won't care for you =)

I am your Angel =]
then who's mine?
Can you be mine?? =)

Will you be there??
When I really need you...
I am not happy in band now
You know how hard's life is in afternnon sesion??



I dunno
band will bcum wad after you all leave
the form fours so fierce
I felt so lonely
I am afraid of them
until I dunno anyone of them
until I start to worry..
you all left
the form 3 ones wont cum back yet~
='(

Concert NiGht =3

This is the 1st time
I feel like
we're one as a big family =)
our names are called

*Saxophonist

Its the last night we be together
but its the 1st time we all take photos together~
=)
the feeling was awesome
I was like a small small sister protected by all my elder sister

you know why I have this kinta feeling??
Because
I am short xp

I love Band =)
though its the last concert
But still
deeply in my heart
you all never changed before
you are still you
I am still me

when you are down
Think of the band
think of us
there are always someone's special care for you =)

Do miss me
Do miss us
Do miss the band
and never forget...
Our first time~

*no matter what happens
I wont quit band
I am clever enough to solve this family problems
I will do eveything for band
don't worry me

No matter what happens
remember I am
Puppy from saxophone section =)

I am always IMPERFECT

I am sorry I cant be perfect
Until the last day of your practice
You still have to teach me
I still haven't learn my skills

I know all you want to see is band members are together as one..
I am sorry that form two is the most not cooperate ones
I am trying~~
But I found that it was not that easy
I am sorry for we are not together as one

I always wanted you all to be proud of me
be proud to have me
Because I am proud to have you as my saxophonist senior =]

I am SORRY I cant be PERFECT*

In Band

Somebody is so angry
somebody is broken hearted
somebody is dissapointed
somebody is so proud


somebody is so hardworking
somebody is lazy
somebody wants to give
but band doesn't exixts in somebody's heart


Somebody thinks that seniors scold cuz of angryness
but I can see angryness doesn't present
dissapointed is on their face
makes somebody wanted to absent


why do people act like this
if their heart weren't in band
why dun day leave?
and lead a better life outside?

Feelings

Feel the wind on your face

while your hair is flying up high

Feel the sun on your skin

while your naked parts become darker and darker

Feel the love among humans

When you are upset

 

Feel the song in the field

where there grass are waving their bodies

and your skirt are flying

Refreshing the field with melodies

and all the claps given

to you

where the birds singing on the branch

people were crowded around us

to see

the amazing

FORMATION