Solo

It's been long time people didn't really praised me =]
The first day I did everything wrong,
I set a target for myself
Just a simple thing, don't play everything in a wrong beat

BEAT is my biggest enemy~

I know people teach me bout beats until they can actually fed up ><


Now,
yesterday
though I still did something wrong,
but its better than the past days
Only one part I did wrong~
besides that,
whenever conductor said "alto sax lai"
I did it correctly!! muahaha!!

And somebody actually praised me x)
You don't know how was the feeling of "solo" the whole song
and how damn nervous I am!!

And you don't know how damn happy I am when I made it!!
I make my dreams and promises to myself come true =3

Thanks for the supporting =]

Words~ =]

You said that I'm messing with your head~


xDxD
Joking =)

You said that you wished when you come back,
Saxophone will be the strongest section ever =3
I can fulfill your dreams =)

You said and told us to be serious and don't play too much in band =.=
Expecially combine~
Ok, I try my best =)

You said you wished that you can see I become mature after you come back
Not just my looking and my face mature
erm..
Its quite hurting but I can surely tell you
I can't make it. . .

You said that it doesn't mean we're better than others. . .
*then I forgot what you said =.=
I think is
then you can become lazy or don't hardwork anymore
or
you think that you're good enough to judge people??

okay I forgotten
wait till I remembered I come and edit post kay :)

Anyway, I know you are talking bout me~
haha I'm better than others??
well, thanks ya =D
xDxD
Okay I know I might be imperfect to you, I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I''ll try my best to make myself perfect kay. . .

Do come back like what you promised
I sure will miss you and love you forever =3
You all are my best leader I ever seen =]


You will see the best saxophonist ever =D
I'll remember your words forever =]
I'll make the band mantain "Together As One" like now =)
See how close we're??
We're saxophonist go and sax you all er.. xp
We're form two and we wanna make you cry on your aniversary ;)


Anyway, thanks guys
You trained a wonderful junior like me
I'm perfect and good cuz of you =)
Don't praise me, praise yourself first
you are a wonderful senior =)
I'm proud of you. . .
And I'm always that happy when I'm with you

I will take your words and I won't give up in band.
I'll let you see what is
SAXOPHONIST ;)


I know. . .
That I'm a perfect junior in your eyes
maybe I'm not your dreamed junior and I can't reach your target or I'm a failure. .
But as I can see,
you all chose to believe me =)

*Only in playing songs and marching, not personal things
But I do hope you all believe in what I said. . .

We're together as one forever
We're the band forever
We're band mates forever
and
we love each other forever =]

We're always just that close =]

And forever will be =)
. . .

AGM Day~

Band is Awesome and forever will be =)

Please believe in me. . .
I didn't hate or dislike anybody in band anymore
You make me feel so sad when you actually don't believe me kay
My world was like suddenly turns into black~

I never bully anyone in my life.
Teacher,
stop trusting them
and start trusting me
I swear I never lied in band. . .

I really didn't dislike or hate anyone in band anymore
Stop taking old things and talk to me. .
Stop remembering my old mistakes
Its been a year and half year~
I joke with Ho Ying, don't you know?
I helped her to take stands and find scores, though I forget that she's my section sometimes==
But I didn't hate her
The most important is
I DIDN'T BULLY HER
please
I helped her to take stands
If I hate her Is hould be complaining that she bully me~
Aren't me correct??

Please believe me and stop using the old eyes and look at me
Stop remembering my mistakes
I swear
It really really hurt my hearts. . .

I felt so innocent
I really didn't do anything this time
I didn't hate anyone
Please believe me. . .


Believe me when I say
I LOVE BAND FOREVER =]

Finally started practice =]

I always thought that. . .
f4 band members dislike me =(

But,
on Saturday and Friday
I get a shock surprise =)

-Friday-
She called me out and said that they have something wanted to tell me
My heart was beating fast
I was nervous and scared
I thought it would be something bout my personality and something bad~
But...
its not =.=
hmm..something important but its not bout me x)

Oh My God. . .

-Saturday-
She came x)
I'm so excited
she teached me and I was like smiling >.<
forcing myself not to smile was like. . . ahaha xD
syok niah~~

After practice,
Dorothy played my violin with the songs that she wanna let me hear~
Yeah, I lost all my faces cuz I'm not as good as her
Everyone came and see how she play
I'm just standing a side and feel so embarrased
She 1st day join band
She know how to play bell
She knows everything and she is learning fast
Everyone just looked at her. . .
What else can I do?
I'm just smiling at a side and holding the scores. . .
I've no face to face them. . .
She is much more greater than me

I look exactly like that!! >.< with the scores covering me . . .

And I shocked when she asked
"xinyi, why you am chio?"
=)
It wasnt that bad after all
still have people looking at me which holding the score for Dorothy >.<

Thanks for the care =]
Thanks,
my lovely Band =]