Graduation Day

After all these times actually
I don't know how important I am in this big family
I don't know if I'm needed
but I shall never leave
this is the only place that I can go
my only home

No matter how bad we quarrel,we're still sisters
No matter what happened, I will always come home
No matter how hurt I was, I will never show
Never again, not anymore in my life

Anyway, my stamina really dropped a lot..
Know it through my 2nd time solo
It's kinda sucks actually
Need to build it up before training camp starts or I'm dying
In fact, I must start planning for that training camp..
hmmmm. . .
Long time no formation, my legs are itchy now
So, long live the outdoors!! :D


Anyway, had great time with saxophonist =]
Another history of my life in here~
A solo that sucks during graduation day. haha


Actually I'm kind of confussed of what I want here
So that's all I wanna say
I hope I really can step out of my very own dark world
I'm not the same anymore, you realize?
from the moment you yelled at me I know how hurt it was and how different I am now
but I'm not going back
and trust me I don't know what to do. .

"You must play well you know,you're the only one that is future section leader,nobody else can be that already"



You know, I know it passed long time ago..
But I still miss these words
I wanted to be section leader
Always...
:(

:)

I was chosen...
Yeah, I can't believe it either
I thought I'll never be. Because honestly I sucks.

Anyway,
I wasn't the first choice
I know why I was chosen after that
Because she is achieving her promise to me =)
But still...
I wasn't the first choice
It doesn't matter now
Because the most important to me now is my own section :)
and my chances are small right.

But I will still work hard
anything that band gives to me
I will make it the best :D
Even though I'm not chosen
but I'll appreciate that I'm still at band, in my very own section x]
No matter what,
I will always remember the days I've been chosen
=]

Thanks for making my days special
much more special
even special than any other days
most special ever in my life =')

Anyway,

I went for demo!!!

And I solo that Reflection part :'DD

I don't know how was my solo

Nobody told me =.=

So are you willing to tell me yet??

lol

If not how will I improve?